I remember those days when we were closer than ever, the days when I used to love you, cherish every moment spent with you, in your presence, to listen to you while you played for me. I remember how people around used to praise us when we started to play. Me so happy, so enthusiastic. I loved you. You were all I had, all that I could dream about, my inspiration, my dream, my future. Times have changed, and as all good things come to an end, that time came for us too. Was difficult to part, to realize that your absence, which once was filled with laughter and happiness, will never be replaced. To understand, that I need to move on, walk with time hand by hand. I left you behind, abandoned you like little girls do with barbie dolls when they are gifted new more beautiful ones. And those barbie dolls are left somewhere in the dark corner of the attic waiting to be given to another little girl and be loved again. Now you belong to somebody else and maybe that somebody loves you like I used to, or even more, who knows. I never compared. Everything is different, difficult and beautiful in its own way. Please forgive me. Me, the innocent girl, who sold you for pennies to have a better you. Now I miss you and want those times together back in my life. My dear friend, my companion and partner, now replaced by a virtual and modern one. My piano, my very first, my dear friend.
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